It's the first chance, remember? You have to win. You can. Work together. Ignore their sneers and over-high spirit. You can do it. You can be a savior to both of me and them.
I'm going to see you soon.
You. Are. Going. To. Win.
I believe in you.

Oh GAWD. I can't believe she gave me Eldest! OMG O:
OMGSHEFREAKEDMEOUT >.<
...and now how can I thank her? Uh. I'M SO HAPPY. YES, YES. THANKS SO MUCH CEPOO~!
& Thank you for giving me a wonderful friend, God. :DDD &hearts;
Uh. And I got Angela's new single! Yay ;33

Nyahaha. I deleted that stupid entry. I think I'll still be writing here, but you have to keep your promise, dude.
And yeah, I have officially become an lj whore, if not an icon one. Lmao. Icons addict~ But they truly can make me go "SQUEEE!" :D
Also, I have continued some words of my contest entry . Hehehe. I must find mood to continue it. It's so fun finding my words can flow so easily, each part intertwining with the other, harmonizing every paragraph~ WHEEW. Felia likes that :D
Yay neko~

Uh. I'm not supposed to be browsing here. Lol.

CRAP, CRAP, CRAP.
I lose everything. My mood, my enthusiasm -- EVERYTHING.
Oh fuck. And they can't stop falling ... Nyahhhahahahahahaha.

I'm so wretched.
I, again, cried over him. I don't know... I'm so .. so fragile. Like, now I'm on the verge of tears again. Srsly.
Maybe I know... the time is near. It's so near. I know he's far, but he'll be even further away. I can't bear that thought. I ... I know it's no use on regretting the past, because regrets are always there, to remind us of our mistakes ... Dear. Yeah. I really, seriously regret not watching him earlier. Now that I want and can, he's leaving.
So wretched.
And I'm such a crybaby. Who says I'm strong? I am not. Esp if it's concerning about the ones I love.

Oh well. And I need help with that enrty for animax. I'm in suck mode. My mind is huge blank. It's as if I can't move on. I just need a beginning, dammit.

I saw him with her again.

I think I should say good-bye to him, or sth.

I love you, 7.

It's a poo that MU lost against AC Milan. SRSLY. 3-0? Wtf happened to their spirit? It was horrible.
I hope they'll win the FA cup and premier league, though. Poooo.

Uhm... I'm not sure about my writing. I find it rather... not flowing? I don't know o__o; I really don't. Maybe I just need comments. Yeah.

And I love him.
He's just him. And I love him.

Oh well, I found a way to unite everything in the entry for ANIMAX, also I found the title! YAY :D
It'll be called "Autumn Foliage".
Oh yes, I have major addiction towards autumn and y'know, leaves. xDDD;

Ehehe. Rio's laugh is soooo funny.
He's damn hilarious. Srsly.

I'm sorry, cepoo. Really, I don't want to fight on your birthday ... ):
Hell, I don't want to fight. I never want to fight. We'll do our best not to, kay? We're going to understand each other more and we don't have to fight! Yeah, that's it.

I'm sorry, kay?
I promise I'll remember that you always think about your lil daughter.
I promise I'll remember that you always love her so/too much.
You better remember that your cat also loves you so/too much too!

Oh, and I promise not to bottle up everything inside. 'Cause you promised me so, too, remember? xD
Beside, we're best friends, right? Forever? Pinky promise?

I promise I'll be a way better (best) friend!

Man. My eyes are burning now. Thank goodness I can use the comp.
And I've finished that namiku! Yays!

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Btw seven. You made me cry this afternoon. xDD;
Guess I'm too in love with you. Ftw. Someone, please check my brain.

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And cepoo. At least.. tell me whether you like/hate/love/dislike/etc the presents I gave you?
*nervous*

Hahah, you're gonna kill me eh? Yeah, I do have another lj account -- just made it on Sunday maybe? I can't really remember. Or was it Monday? Nyah. Whatever.

Heh. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU YOU :DDD

ovviii/ cepoo

Rawr. Hiya. Hahaha. Well, what should I say hum?
I wish you all the best... now now, doesn't that sound all too familiar? I SUCK AT THIS KIND OF THING >.< *cry*
Anyways. It is nice, isn't it, to let our mind wander backwards, and dwell on "what could have been". Like, we could have been in the same class. We could have been friends longer than this. We could have known each other 4 or 5 years ago. But this time, I don't want to depend myself on "what could have been". It just sounds too good if we can change the past and reverse everything. Just thinking of those things makes us go "hhh, if ony...", but what matters now is present and future no?
And lol, I just wouldn't have thought we would become so so so so so so so close like this. I didn't know we would end up as best friends, srsly. You know, you had a pretty bad reputation when ukw first introduced you to me. I mean, he said those nasty stuff about you. What was my response? I just went "ohhh" in the idiotic way of mine. xDD;
Well yeah. Kind of twisted, no? And funny, really.

Hmmm. You are like, honestly, my bestest friend evaur. Actually, I had difficult time saying someone as my 'best friend'. For instance, when I was close with ujx, I didn't even dare saying that. There was something obstructing myself from doing so. But to you? Hehe. YOU ARE MY BESTEST FRIEND EVAUR!
And I mean it, seriously. Like, okay. You are weird and hard to "break". You are different from any other friends I had. You ... "guarded" your inner self pretty protectively, and dear, did I have hard time breaking it. But all my effort wasn't vain, no? It's worth it. It's true you can be annoying at times, when your emo-ness appears, for instance. When your emo thoughts resurface, believe me, it's time for me to FIGHT like crazy. xDD LOL. Yeah. I... am never one for patience, actually. But ever since I was friended with you, I become more patient. Aint it weird. I try to think... more carefully. And uh *cough* *coughcough* wiser. *facepalm*.
I try to sort out things so we'll still be able to move on. Nyah.
Well... what did I want to say again ... ?
Uhm. Okay. I don't know why I picked you of all people, I mean, uew, you didn't even try to be friendly to me at first, but being the persistent asshole that I always am, I kept pushing you, didn't I? xD;
The reasons? Well, many I think. One of it was 'cause you're different. You're interesting. You're ... well. O__O;
NYAH. I SUCK AT THIS!! *flail arm around*

What I wanna say is... I love you soooo soooo fucking much more than kabillion tons (CAN'T BE MEASURED, OKAY?), and I love the way you are. You don't need to change (but that emo-ness needs to be fixed for sure!). You don't need to be fake around me. I accept you as who you are. 'Cause you're my bestest friend, remember? And I love you. (just how many times have I said it??)

And remember our dreams? Going to college together? Staying close to each other? We're gonna pursue 'em. What are dreams if we don't chase them? Hehe. And we're gonna write and draw and make manga together! WHEW~

Haha. And keep dreaming, we do. :D

I LOVE YOU SSVHA;'FK;HAL5858585!

*INSANE*

*TURN YUI'S HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU YOU ON*

HAPPY BIRTHDAYY!!~~
:DDDD

Rio is very funny btw. I'm gonna ramble about him later kay?


I don't want this bond to end, ever. And I mean it.

/owari

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ovii/ the number seven

Oh well. It's your birthday. Haha. Funny. You have the same birthday as hers! My best friend! I love both of you, so much.
I don't think I can say much here. Uhm..
Hahaha. Strange, I want to cry now, damn you.

I wish ... you all the best. Hope you'll have a happy and even more luxurious life, lol.
Hope you'll be enjoying your new life in LA.
Hope you... get the best. Even if that means going away to a far, far place, if it's the best for you and make you happy, then so be it. *rueful smile*.
I wish.. I knew you better. I wish... I could give you something.
Even if we were just friends, it would be more than awesome. Haha.
I suck now, eh.

Well. I love you. So much. This little seed is growing and growing and growing.

Happy Birthday, my only Beckie. Ah yes, you're always "Beckie" to me. I am lame. xDDDDDDDDDD;

(:

I'll miss your dirty blonde hair, btw. xDD; But psst, I still love you x33;

/owari

LMAO. And I suddenly can use my comp again! Lmfao. I don't know what's going on but this is cool. xD;
What happened this morning? And yesterday? Ah, sadly I wrote everything in my notebook. So, yeah.
Nyah. Tomorrow's her and his birthday. Wew. Can't believe this.
I hope she'll like my presents D: *nervous*
About him...
Well,
I wish I could give him sth.